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Was just online and chatting, wasting my hols when...

My friends who were chatting and those who were not suddenly msg me


I got kinda excited and worried. Typed the website, entered my student ID and password then..


It was like some magic show, just one click and the whole of my semester one result was staring at me. I didn't really prepared myself, didn't expect anything, just sorta clicked before thinking. There IT WAS !! Gosh...

I guess it's not too bad but not too good either. Oh well, it's over and done with. At first was quite upset, felt like crying but... hmm... nvm la. Didn't know how my friends fared at that time, so couldn't really place myself. I guess it's OKAY.

To my jealous friend,

Today went to Sunway Pyramid!!! Hehehe... I was kinda excited cause we were going ICE-SKATING!!! Planned a few times with different friends but didn't manage to go. Plans were kinda altered at the last minute so failed to go TwiCe. So, I was afraid it would go awry today too. BUT but but.. IT DIDN'T !!! SO HAPPY !!!

Then after the excitement faded away, I was suddenly nervous and scared. Haha, I've only been skating ONCE ! That was a long time ago. Owh owh... can't really remember how. Suddenly not so thrilled about it instead a bit reluctant. Hehe...

At first it was kinda scary and I was clinging to the wall, afraid of letting go. A few of us didn't know how to skate as well so I suppose we were the ones staggering along slowly by the sides. Those who knew a thing or two tried to help and well, SkaTe :p After a while, the ice was being resurfaced and we got our 'well-deserved' BreaK.

Then we were back on the ice once more. A friend who was late joined us then and it was SO fun as he can skate quite well. Hehe.. so for people like me, one additional 'support' :p



I went once and well it was okay. Today, however, the bow felt heavy and I didn't really have enough strength to pull the arrow back. So, after just shooting one, ONe arrow I gave up. I didn't want to play anymore. Hmm... was quite scary too as the bow was shaky and well.. just didn't feel up to it. The person there sorta said 'never seen any girl like me before, call me chicken too! hmph!' It was rather fun though to stand and watch the remaining 'Robin HOODs' Hehe... Who knew they were soon going to evolve into great bowlers :p

Yupz, we went bowling next. Hehe... seems never ending doesn't it? We played two games and it was pretty fun, watching each other bowl, cheering and laughing, sometimes 'threatening' hehe... "this time must go into the DRAIN!!" haha... I played quite alright, yea... sometimes go into the drian too but oh well... it was FUN!!!! :)

Some of them went home after that but there were still four of us. We decided to go play some 'air hockey'. I didn't really know what it was, don't think I've played before. It was quite interesting and SCARY !! Haha.. I had a go at it and I kinda screamed a bit... okay okay... a LOT. Can you blame me ?? Seeing the thing fly here and there, so scared fly into the goal, worse still if you hit it in yourself into Your Own Goal. Gosh... I think lost half my voice after that. But I WON!! Hehe... so LUCKY! It's my lucky lucky day *SmileS* :)

Had a long long LONG wait after that. It was very boring and my legs were aching (from the skating and walking around I suppose). 'Ouch!' Hehe... we were waiting for a booth, those where you take photos and it prints out in the form of stickers. We didn't know what to do exactly so it was kinda a crazy situation. Haha.. not prepared and the lights already starting to blink. Gosh... quite 'kelam kabut' as they say in BM. The pictures turn out quite okay but I don't really like how I look, haha... kinda weird >.<

Later went to 'Waffle World' (is it? I forgot) Just one word though, YUMMY !!~! Nice, delicious, super super nice WAFFLES!! Went to what my cousin refers to as 'Cottage House' later hehe... SPECIAL place where only few know hehe.... ;p Bought some cute stuff. Oh oh... PUM-PY too hehe... :p

Well, after that sorta called it a day and went home. Quite tired but satisfied with how the day has been. FUN FUN and FUN !!!!



* I didn't get Lya today though. Hmm... nvm la. Guess it's just not meant to be. Maybe I'll just forget bout it. Byee ...

Oh ya, wanted to go for batman begins today but didn't as we couldn't find the time. blehxx...
The cinema though was kinda creepy as they decorated the place with plastic bats. Gave me the CREEPS !! Eeww... didn't like it.

To my curious fren,

To that special someone,

Hmm.. it never occured to me how difficult it is just to plan an outing. NO, I'm not even talking about a trip, just a plain, simple OUTING. Gosh... it used to be so easy, just name a date, place, time and that's it. People show up, we have a good time and well enjoy ourselves. But I guess, it is because there were only few of us.

Now it's like, have to keep calling or msg one another, after determining everything suddenly someone wants to change the date. It can be SO FRUSTRATING ! I guess I never thought much bout it but my frenz are just so GREAT.... NEVER had this kinda problem before. Everything was just smooth sailing. That's also maybe cause they were okay with anything and I mean really OKAY with anything not just saying it and meaning otherwise. Haizz...


Feeling really bad... Haiz... Some say I shouldn't be but I really do feel terrible. Hmm.. am I a terrible person?? But I really try to accomodate to everyone... I tried...

Hmm went for a sorta like 'Father's Day' dinner yesterday. It was kind of messy and noisy. Few families eating together, one table children, one table adults. Yea... sorta just hang with my cousins so stuck with the 'children' table :p

At first my younger cousins were making quite some noise. They even sorta fought over the last peanut (appetizer). Haha... two brothers reaching out, pulling each other for a PEANUT. It was quite comical actually. Then a few of them were busy talking away, animatedly, each engross in listening and putting in a few facts or two. Sometimes, it seems like a competition :p Each wanting to tell their story, relenting the other to continue. Hehe..

So, it was kinda noisy, our table creating a mild havoc in the restaurant. I guess it was kind of tiring to the waiters, suddenly one child raising the glass wanting more tea... then after that requesting for more ice; 'eh? why no ice wan??' or perhaps 'ice..ice...' haha... when they wanted to change the plates, they were like all raising their plates, giving it to them sorta made them rush a bit. The table cloth was also filled with stains, one spot here, another there. The other tables were having clean table cloths ours was looking like something after 'art' class :p

It was quite a change from the usual peaceful and quiet dinner where you just sit and enjoy the food. But it was quite FUN :p

After that, went to my aunt's house and just hang out for a while. We had cake too... YUM !! Hmm.. it's rather nice to just sit in the midst of your family be it watching tv or just listening to them talk.

ACTIONS SPEAK LOUDER THAN WORDS....

i suppose that IS true... sometimes, i just wanna believe but i can't !!

hmm... i hope, i really really REALLY HOPE that it is not true....

it seems that the exam results are gonna be sent to our homes,during the second week of hols too!!
can u imagine ??? my parents knowing MY result before ME ??!!!! gosh.... seems so weird...

anyway, i hope i did OKAY .... at least just pass all of my subjects... but then again, there's further maths.... that's a BIG worry .... >.<

hmm its been a pretty upsetting day, feeling kinda down. thought i could go out and just chill with a friend, i mean it is HOLS but turns out i can't. :( have to cancel it at the last minute but i guess it can't be helped.

anyway, hols have been pretty fun so maybe i shouldn't grumble so much. hehe been out too much i suppose. watching 'oliver' at genting was pretty cool, singing and dancing, they performed the whole story. came back quite late and was quite worned out. hmm.. the nice chilly air up there was refreshing, a nice break from the hot weather nowadays. sometimes i really thank those who invented the 'air-con' * applause* to them :p

after that, went to a friend's house for BBQ on monday night, sorta a class gathering thingy. it was kinda fun haha.. especially the part where someone got thrown into the pool!! hehe.. thankfully not me though .... hmm college classmates seem to like this kinda gathering stuff, so far i've been to two.

after so many outings, it was kinda nice to just stay at home and SLEEP for the next two days though it became a little boring on wednesday :p but then... i like sleeping hehehe... some ppl even say i'm like a piggie d.... blehxx...

i went to the movies on thursday... gosh... so scary !!!!! watched 'House of Wax'. i'm no big fan of horror movies but then felt kinda curious bout the show so i went. hehee... *clap clap* so brave :p luckily my friend accompany me or else i think i 'pengsan' d.... before the show start was like 'oh no... why did i want to watch this!! NO....' i guess curiosity kills the cat n i was like SO dead... hahaha.... :p the outing was kinda fun though the show was err... OKAY i suppose but i will gladly pass the opportunity to watch it again... its just not my cup of tea.

hmm... went for tuition on friday but brain wasn't working, seemed to have taken a holiday and ran away somewhere. nothing seemed to go in. haha.... sit there staring at teacher, listening and i suppose at times just nodding for the sake of it. i guess i have to revise the notes once i get it. ishhkk... must force my brain to start working again. currently just zzzzz....... slumber land...

hope today will turn out to be better. hate feeling like this.... makes me sorta be mean to everyone. haizz.... guess i should just stay away from people till i cheer up a little. anywayz, to those still having hols, have FUN !! those having exams, well.... ur turn will come. GooD LucK !!

cheers !!~!!

wow.. i'm so so LAZY !! i woke up so late in the afternoon today, got more than 12 hours of sleep!
becoming a small piggie d..... hehe... guess i better watch it :p

hmm.... so nice to be able to sleep till so late :p no need go college, no need to listen to lecturer, can just be lazy n let time fly hehehee...... naughty me ..

guess i better wake up earlier tomorrow. better not let this become a habit. hmm.... wonder what i'll do tomorrow. hehe... so nice to have HOLS !!! :)

today went for frisbee as usual but the turnout was GREAT. there were so many people, i think 20+. kinda AmazinG really.... the weather however, was so hot and after a bit of running it kinda wears u down.

after that went to pyramid, actually wanted to go ice skating but then in the end just sorta window shopped. hehe... but i was actually quite surprised that my parents actually let me drive there. so cool..... hehee... feel kinda independent but then still prefer people to fetch cuz can get away from the parking problem :p

well, its gonna be a busy weekend. gonna have guests over later, hopefully everything will be great. hehee.. tomorrow going out again. suddenly seem so happening hahaha... gonna go watch 'Oliver' .... yupz going to genting hehee.. :)

really gonna enjoy this hols.... so HAPPY !!!!!!

euclid results are out. i got a cert!!! hahaha.. i managed!!! so happy !!! :)

yay yay ..... hehehheee...... going crazy d :p

yay!! finally finished exams :) hehe... last paper was math, was so so SO lazy to study but then its over. so NICE!! after exams went to 1U with classmates to catch a movie. there was so many people, altogether we purchased 19 tickets, NINETEEN!!! the person at the counter was like 19?!! asked twice too just to be sure. guess its not usual for people to buy that many :p anyway, we watched mr. & mrs. Smith. it was quite a good movie. after the movie we sorta split off and had our own activities. it was kinda fun to just go out and hang about the shopping mall. a nice change away from books :)

happy happy me!!! now having two weeks of hols !!! YIPPEE !!! :p

wow.. i didn't expect college exams to be SO formal. sit according to class at the assigned venue, no pencil boxes, no liquid paper, no highlighter and the list just goes on. its worse than spm i think....

gosh, the formality of it brings out the fear of exams... i mean usually school tests are not really as fearful as major exams like spm but this was like worse.... gosh...

today was the physics paper and it was like a race with time, 40 questions in an hour, barely had time to think before picking out an answer. is it A ? or perhaps B ? sometimes i just simply pick one, what u call 'tembak' .... some of my friends didn't even finish the paper and had to simply fill in the remaining blanks.

there was like 15 minutes break before physics paper 2 but we weren't allowed to even leave our places, not even to go toilet. it seems that the 15 minutes were for them to collect the paper1 and distribute paper2. we were only allowed toilet visits once paper2 commences. i didn't know how many questions were there but heard that it was perhaps 9 before that. guess what? there were ELEVEN!! one hour and fifteen minutes to do 11 questions !!! gosh.....

after the tiring hour of scribbling away, there was further math 1 test to 'look forward' to. the weather was so hot and i was feeling rather sleepy by 1. although there were only 6 questions and 2 hours which is relatively lots more time, i didn't know how to DO !!! it was so so so SO SO ... ( u get the idea) DifficulT !! i dun even know if i can pass... :(

hmm... will be having exams till the end of this week. hopefully, hopefully everything will be fine. seriously speaking, just hoping for the hols to arrive asap :P

wow.. it's been such a long time since I last posted. Anyway, been pretty busy with homework plus the upcoming exams which is like TOMORROW :o *panic* !!!

hehe.. as usual still doing the last minute studying, trying to cram everything asap..
my poor poor brain... hmm quite happy though that exams only gonna last for five days !!! hehe... a nice change from the weeks and weeks of agonising 'torture' :p but then again less subjects to study!! hehe.. perhaps they know we getting old so lacking in brain power hehehe.... not much capacity left :p

this will be the first semester exam but so many people are taking it super seriously as though its like spm .. oh wait.... more important than spm... gosh, the pressure... hmm guess i shouldn't really bother and just be myself. hopefully.. HopefullY i'll do fine *cross fingers* :)

hmm no use wishing without doing anything huh? guess i better hit the books before i really really regret. To all having exams too, all de best; to those lucky people having hols...
well, (jealous, jealous) enjoy urselves !!! ciaoz ~

Hmm.. went to college today for the maths competition... wonder if it was a mistake. Anywayz.. too late to turn back so just went for it.. didn't really prepare much. Two n a half hours to do ten questions.. seems fairly simple doesn't it ? but it was so DifficulT !!!!

I was like trying to make out what the questions were saying.. gosh.. didn't even understand the question needless to say bout answering them....

Thankfully the first few were manageble... wouldn't want to get a big fat '0' ....

Results will be out at the end of may.. hopefully i qualify for a cert ... jus a plain cert ... :p

whoa... its been such a long time since i posted sth.. hmm lazy me :p
anywayz, guess i'll write a bit since it's hols n all .. hehe.. yupz two weeks break !! yippee !!~!
it's so nice to have time to finally sleep sleep n sleep all day long, no classes, no waking up early to drive to college, no worries bout parking... yay !! sad though can't say no homework, have a huge pile of it not to mention the upcoming class tests... :(

anywayz, there was the award thingy on friday so we didn't really have class except perhaps the first n last period.. hehe.. seemed like hols already. it was kinda nice to b able to jus hang out in college without the usual lessons going on, catch up a bit with frens n all though the formal wear thingy made it all a bit awkward. climbing up n down the stairs was especially difficult since we weren't allowed to wear sport shoes. i was so afraid of falling while receiving the award, thankfully everything was okay ... phew ! since it was the last day of college before hols, my classmates n i decided to jus go hang out. some of them usually play pool n we thought let's jus go try it out, jus this once. it, however, started raining so we changed our plans n went to pyramid instead. gosh ... i actually drove there !!! it was kinda scary with the heavy traffic n all... hehe.. *clap clap* to myself for making it there n ParKinG without scratching my car... whoo hoo !! :p

i'm no fan of horror movies... i usually stay away from them but that particular friday, we went n watch 'the eye 10'. the first time i watched a horror movie in the cinema.... scary... thankfully, the film was quite a funny one though there were bits n pieces of horror... so it was quite okay... phew !!

On sunday, there was this bbq thingy held at my math teacher's house. she was so nice to let us go there jus to hang out. hehe.. hopefully we didn't trouble her too much. it was kinda cool, we had so so SO much leftovers... i guess teacher was gonna have sandwiches n chicken for the next few days or so :p

hmm... classmates this year seem to really know how to enjoy themselves. hehe.. on monday they went for paintball. heard it was a blast. i didn go though but went for the genting trip on tuesday. guess wat... accomodation was free... FREE ! n we stayed in a suite... how cool is that? :p
i got dragged on to one of the outdoor rides... one fren pulled whilst the other push me from behind... it suddenly occured to me how easy it was for ppl to kidnap me.... i couldn escape from them... so sat on the ride.... it was kinda scary but my classmates were like clapping n all when i sat haha... cuz i didn sit on any of the rides as i was kinda scared... no roller coasters for me...
overall it was kinda a fun trip...

hmm.... this is like the longest entry haha.. probably a result of not writing for so long...
hehe.. still got a week + of hols left... perhaps i'll write again soon...
(hehe.. if i'm not too lazy to do so :p )

this year's like the best birthday EVER !!!!!~!!!!
i got like so so SO many presents n i can't believe so many ppl actually remembered !!!!!!
i feel so LUCKY !!!~!!! :)

it was jus a typical college day. went early to park n all. classmates started arriving at around 7.30 am. some of my good frens wished me happy birthday n gave me presents, others didn't know anything bout it which was quite cool as i didn't really wan to make a big fuss over it. boy, was i wrong. during math period as we were doing the homework teacher gave, suddenly few of my classmates walked in carrying a birthday cake with its candles all lit up. they started singing n sat the cake down right in front of me... on my books n all .... i was SO surprised !! gosh... now even more ppl knew...

my classmates from secondary also sms me n wished me... i got like 6 sms after the first period... wow !! i was truly surprised n amazed... it was jus so sweet of them :) *cheers to all of ya* !!
i got presents for the next few days... some belated but still.... it was jus so nice !!!

hehe.. at night, my family celebrated for me too... so i got like TWO cakes this year....
hmm.... i feel like the luckiest person... happy happy HAPPY me... :p